September 25 2003, at Basilique Sainte-Madelaine, Vezelay, France
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I’m gonna think about what I really wanna do in my life. Will make priority on them, and will do.
Then, I hope I could find something important.
September 26 2003, at Lyon, France
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I feel like I had changed after I got the cancer. Actually I don’t feel I’m a unlucky person or something but definitely I became to be able to enjoy my daily life, somehow.
I hated that someone told about my fault if the person tried to let me know it, yeah, I was so bossy….maybe.
Now always those things sounds like joke and I appreciate them.
Finally I could became an mature person ?
Sometime in August 2003, at Inamuragasaki, Kamakura, Kanagawa, Japan
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I think my English level might be a child in a elementary school for native English speakers but am trying to say something about thoughts, so always it’s very difficult to describe my mind in English.
Why trying to write in English ?
Just would like to share my thoughts with people in all over the world and find different ways of thinking, not with only Japanese.
I believe I can tell something even with my poor vocabulary.
January 12 2003, at Sculpture Garden Museum Vangi Museo, Shizuoka, Japan
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I have breast cancer and just finished chemo therapy 10 days ago. I don’t think the cancer is gone but I’m getting better and better so far (from the side effects).
I heard many people who have cancer depressed, felt so sad, or said “why me ?”, etc, etc ….
But somehow I’ve never felt like that. Just this is my life.
I don’t wanna waste time just complaining, and those thinkings make myself into bad conditions.
So, just trying to be honest myself and will do something what I wanna do.